A Forest - The Cure

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Click on the picture, it’ll be worth it, I promise.

This is so fucking amazing.

Thanks for that. It’s wonderful!

1. TV on the Radio (107)
2. Muse (49)
3. The Smashing Pumpkins (43)
4. The National (40)
5. Radiohead (35)

Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Wolf Like Me - TV on the Radio

“We’re howlin’ forever, oh oh.”

tiresome:

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10 things you want for Christmas:

1. Spaceship
2. Time travel machine
3. Magic carpet
4. Working wand from Oliver’s Wand Shop
5. Barnes N Noble/Borders gift card
6. Macbook
7. Mixed CD’s
8. LOVELOVELOVE
9. Understanding
10. Wisdom

9 musicians/bands you love:

1. TV on the Radio
2. Muse
3. The Cure
4. Joy Division
5. Pela
6. Arcade Fire
7. Clap Your Hands Say Yeah!
8. Bloc Party
9. blink-182

8 things you do everyday:

1. Sleep
2. Drink water
3. Listen to music
4. Squeeze the beejesus out of my cat
5. Draw/Write
6. Visit the toilet
7. Pray

7 things you enjoy:

1. Wind
2. Stars
3. Dr. Pepper
4. Good and worthy conversations
5. Philosophical questions
6. Cutting things
7. Colors

6 things that will always win your heart:

1. You can’t. My heart is not something for you to possess.

5 favourites:

1. Movie: A Lot Like Love
2. Song: Disorder - Joy Division
3. Book: Where the Wild Things Are
4. Food: My mother’s pupusas.
5. Season: Spring/Summer

4 smells you enjoy:

1. Dank weed
2. Tide
3. Old Spice
4. Cinnamon

3 places you want to go:

1. Portland
2. Santa Cruz
3. Outerspace

2 Favorite Holidays

1. Halloween
2. Easter

1 person you’d marry on the spot:

1. Non-existent

Pioneers - Bloc Party

“If it can be broken, then it can be fixed.
If it can be fused, then it can be split.
It’s all under control.

If it can be lost, then it can be won.
If it can be touched, then it can be turned.
All you need is time.”

·    i started my day with leonid putting on a good show. seven is the number. seven.

·    astronomy class – i’m rather looking forward to writing an essay on planet x. i’ve been procrastinating the first project assigned last month. even though, that shit is high school, i can’t get away with it and not complete it. i need time.

·    a relation between substance abuse and marriage essay. psychoactive drugs was too much of a vague topic, thus, i narrowed that shit down, and came up with a really nice consistent and straight up essay. my references were heavily relied on books and one itty bitty internet source. i’m proud of that essay. got it done in six hours. somethings just never change.

·    spring classes – at six pm, a miracle happened. all the classes i wanted, magically showed me the green light. at that point, i knew nothing could go wrong.

·    psychology class – a guest speaker came in today. i had my journal ready to put shit down, but this guy blew my mind from the start. he was a social worker at the LADCFS (los angeles county department of children and family services). the cases he has handled, the theories he abides by, the freaking statistics of LA. shit. i really like that class and the overall atmosphere. when one person talks, that person can talk so freely and get all emotional and people are just stunned, silent, and respectful. anyhow, we got our exams back and guess who got 100%? :)

·    road rage/vengeance – i guess people hate it when you cut in front of them, i do, too, but i at least put my blinkers on. so this dumbass decided to give me the death stare when he passed by me because i was going 70. i was just feeling the magic of muse at the moment. he proceeded to flip me off. mistake, my brother. he goes off storming by going 80 or some shit like that. ten minutes later, i spot him. i had to switch several lanes to get out on my exit and it just happened that this individual was in the way. i had to cut him. he then flicked his bright lights on me, switched lanes, lowered his windows. just then, he noticed the cop beside him on the other side. laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, breh.

·    i miss working. i need to get on those applications. since i have january off, things will happen. oh, this i am sure of. for sure.

1.) Dispense my thoughts into words that parallel one another.

2.) Limit foul language.

3.) Eating/sleeping habits.

4.) Homework.

5.) Get my shit straight and get over shit. (see number 2.)

Disorder - Joy Division

Ian Curtis makes it seem “normal” to suffer through a disorder with this particular song. His words are comforting in a sense that makes me want to share my feelings because I hear it in his voice, the voice as the same as mine. Mellow with this disorder yet trying to scream the feelings out. What disorder am I talking about? It can be anything. For me, disillusions and insomnia have gotten the best out of me. Insomnia not so severe as before, but it still hasn’t said it goodbyes. Yesterday, I woke up at 3AM and couldn’t go back to sleep until 930AM. My dreams keep getting stranger… Anyways, back to the song. His desperate plea during the last lines show the longing for things to stop so he can get back in control and eventually kill his disorder. This applies to me. That’s the way I must get by. How? I’ve never had serious suicidal thoughts and I don’t want to end up like Ian Curtis. Where can I find the answer to this? Who should I look for?